have you thinking about future??

i dont why i suddenly came out with this entry but~ i dont know. suddenly i thinking about it? my future? haha.. dont laugh but it is true. i think i want to plan it now. but as a human being, we only plan, but God will determine whether it will go on or not. ^^

suddenly i said to my mum about this.(in malay but i translated it)

aku: mak, suatu hari nanti ilah nak tinggalkan minat jrock ilah tuh la..
mak aku: baguslah. tp kenapa tak sekarang? lagi baguss~

me: mum, once day i'll leave my fandom behind then go on my live without it.
mum: good~i think better you leave it now..

erkkk? mum~ u never support me in my interest but it's ok.. even though you didnt support my interest/fandom but still, you respect it.. i love you mum!

haha.. after i get PMR result i'll try my best to get best school. MRSM or science school will be my choice. will behave like  matured and seriously no more fangirl.. music? i dont know wht to do about it because music IS PART OF MY LIFE.

i dont know wht, but after the incident happened to me when i was 13 is was like a NIGHTMARE!! i dont want to have any crush anymore. i dont care about my classmate in love or having crush or in malay said 'PERASAN SENDIRI', because, i'm already said to them right? said that FUTURE more important than puppy love.. yeah, if you have bad future, i dont care at all.. because, when i said it, they just nod and admit it but still, they did it.. hehe.. SENDIRI PUNYA PASAL LAH!

my live partner? i just give it to my parent and God.. if found it at universtiy(not internet or high school), it'll be good. one word: alhamdulillah..(thnks to god).

job? talking about job, my parent want me to be lecturer or teacher.. OMG???? waaargghhhhhh!! i dont want to both of it.. i want to be computer engineer or programmer.. =A=

okeh. i think thats all for today.. oh yeah, as muslimah, we have to advise each other right? to who else read this entry especially malay girl,  PLEASE think about your future.. dont make other race or someone else laugh at our failure. that from my bottom of heart. i sick to see your behavior especially girlish girl.(PEREMPUAN GEDIK).. ;(

sorry for my rudeness  in this entry especially for who older than me.. :D